First off, Bridget is in a photography class, and for her final she had to pick a theme for her pictures. She chose "adults doing kid things" to show that we don't grow up completely. But then while she and I were taking some pictures, she got some good candid shots, so she decided to combine the two. So, one weekend, she recruited some friends (Ariel, Darren, Ryan, and I) to do some kid things while she took pictures. We went to the local park and played on the playground, blew bubbles, had a squirt-gun fight, did hopscotch, and even ate a cake with our hands. It was a good time. Check it out!
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| Blowing bubbles with hard double bubble is harder than it sounds... |
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| Ahh! Blowback! (10 points to whomever can name that movie) |
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| Bubble Shark! |
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| Darren was the last one to survive on Lava Monster |
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| Darren snuck off to refill the squirt guns and came back for a surprise attack |
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| Ryan was really into that cake.... |
Then we had the last three days of classes, which is always awesome, and then finals! Yay finals...? This semester, I not only have a final for each of my 5 classes, but I also have two tests I need to take to become officially certified/licensed to spray pesticides! Though if anyone is thinking of asking me to spray their yard with some heavy duty stuff, please don't ask. Haha I'm still working on being able to get the calculations right for how much to use, and we wouldn't want to spray too much, now would we? Anyways...so classes ended on Wednesday. That night, Bridget, Heather, Darren, Ariel and I went to a University Choral choir concert for our friends Catherine and Hannah. It was actually really good! And they did a French song, which makes it that much more awesome!
Then came Thursday. When I got home from work, we headed out to a ropes course with our roommies from last year: Rachel, Amanda, Catherine, Ariel, Bridget, and I. And our friend Jared tagged along to make our group 7. It was so much fun! Heather works there, and she did all of this for us without being payed, so a special shout-out to her saying thanks again for being so awesome and letting us have such a fun time there with you! First we did a zip line, which was my favorite thing. Then we all swung in this giant swing- it's crazy! Your group members pull you up really high using a rope, then you let go whenever you're ready, but your first swing is backwards! Such a rush! It's like being on a roller coaster! Then you can do fun things while you're swinging, like flips and such.
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| Catherine, ready to go! |
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| Ariel on the zip line |
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| Bridget clinging for life on the zip line.... |
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| Heather. A beast. |
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| Catherine getting ready for the swing. |
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| The team, ready to go! |
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| Getting ready to pull! |
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| After the swing. |
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| Rachel, all ready to climb! |
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| Bridget ready to go next |
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| Catherine-no fear. |
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| Me on top, ready to jump. |
Next was Friday, obvi. I studied, then went to work. After work, I headed out to our Final Ward Social at an elementary school. It was a 90s themed field day! Woot woot! I didn't get there till about 90 min after it started because I had been at work, but it was still fun. I finished watching a game of kickball that was going on, then Bridget and I dominated in a three-legged race. That's pretty much why I came: to show how we are invincible when it comes to stuff like that. =) Some people called it cheating; I prefer to call it as using my resources. I can't help it if she's my other half and we can practically do things as one person. Just how it works. So that was fun.
Then on Saturday I was studying ALL morning for my French final that afternoon. I think it went pretty well. Hopefully it'll help to raise my grade, because I could use that. I mean, I certainly learned a lot in that class, and I really enjoy French, but the grading system does NOT show an accurate determination of what you know. Oh well. As long as I pass right...? Which I will.
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Now for Sunday. The most important day of the week. Oh my goodness! I just realized I did not post anything for Easter!! Happy Easter everyone! Easter is my favorite holiday. It didn't used to be, but the more I have learned, grown, matured, and expanded my knowledge of the Atonement, crucifixion, and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ, it has become such an important and necessary part of my life that I just can't help but love the Easter season more than anything.
Anyway, please enjoy this beautiful hymn in the background while you read, if you so desire.
Church today was exactly what I needed. Though I was able to have some fun on a few days, the last few weeks have been some of the most difficult, challenging, testing, and straight-up hardest weeks I have had in quite a while, for many reasons, most of which are completely unrelated to school. And having 7 tests to add on top of that for the next three days doesn't really help either. So I've been feeling a bit run-down and overwhelmed to say the least, while struggling with these internal battles and feelings of inadequacy and self-esteem. Anyways...not my point. Today's topic in sacrament meeting was sacrifice. Which is ironic, this being finals week, and it being the same topic that my French teacher talked to us about on the last day of class. While the word sacrifice can be derived from Latin, it can also be derived from French: sacré and faire, which literally means 'to make scared'. To me, sacrificing can be seen as sanctifying, making something sacred to you. In the talks today, it was mentioned that we can make sacrifices in temporal things, such as time and money, in relationships, as well as to sacrifice our will, and an interesting point was brought up in relation to that. The speaker that mentioned those three types of sacrifice, which was actually Heather, mentioned a quote from an Apostle (I don't remember who) along the lines of our will being the hardest thing for us to sacrifice, because it really is the only thing that is OURS to sacrifice; everything else we have that we 'sacrifice' has already been given to us by our Father in Heaven. Everything we have is from Him, but our own will, that is something that we personally get to choose as to whether or not we will give up for Him. There were many other good points made in the talks, but I don't want to write a novel here. And it was a point like that one that made me realize that I have not been sacrificing all that I have for the Lord like I should. While my relationship with my Father in Heaven has developed into something strong and impenetrable, there are still many things within my life that I should be doing to show my love for Him that I have not been as good at doing. There are much better things I could do with my time and resources to help in building His kingdom, to strengthen those around me and to serve, and to build up my own testimony as well. These talks were just an eye opener for me and helped me to realize some things I want to become better at and things I want to change. Plus, I really feel like making the sacrifice in my time and resources to serve those around me and do what the Lord would have me do will help me in the other aspects of my life and will help to relieve the burdens I'm bearing, and to provide comfort and guidance in the struggles that are starting me right in the face. Some people look at sacrifice as a burden. I see it as a privilege. Our Lord Jesus Christ has sacrificed everything for us; He is the ultimate sacrifice. If we truly love Him for what He did for each of us, why wouldn't we want to sacrifice what we have, even what He has given us, to show Him how truly grateful we are? It is a blessing and a privilege to be able to sacrifice for our Lord and Savior, and it is something that I feel we all need to have softened heart towards, including myself.
Now it's story time! In French when Mlle Hendry was talking to us about sacrifice, she spent some time reading parts of this:
The Little Prince. We didn't read all of it, and I haven't had the chance to read it all myself yet, but basically there's this boy from another planet who falls in love with a rose. Then he comes to earth and sees that there are so many roses, and is sad to think that his rose is no longer special because there are so many. Then he becomes friends with a fox, who he tames and becomes friends with. But then he must go back to his planet. This is the conversation between the boy and the fox before he leaves:
So the
little prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near--
"Ah," said the fox, "I
shall cry."
"It is your own fault," said
the little prince. "I never wished you any sort of harm; but you wanted me
to tame you..."
"Yes, that is so," said the
fox.
"But now you are going to
cry!" said the little prince.
"Yes, that is so," said the
fox.
"Then it has done you no good at
all!"
"It has done me good," said
the fox, "because of the color of the wheat fields." And then he
added:
"Go and look again at the roses.
You will understand now that yours is unique in all the world. Then come back
to say goodbye to me, and I will make you a present of a secret."
***
The little
prince went away, to look again at the roses.
"You are not at all like my
rose," he said. "As yet you are nothing. No one has tamed you, and
you have tamed no one. You are like my fox when I first knew him. He was only a
fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But I have made him my friend, and now
he is unique in all the world."
And the roses were very much
embarassed.
"You are beautiful, but you are
empty," he went on. "One could not die for you. To be sure, an
ordinary passerby would think that my rose looked just like you-- the rose that
belongs to me. But in herself alone she is more important than all the hundreds
of you other roses: because it is she that I have watered; because it is she
that I have put under the glass globe; because it is she that I have sheltered
behind the screen; because it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars
(except the two or three that we saved to become butterflies); because it is
she that I have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted, or ever sometimes
when she said nothing. Because she is my
rose.
***
And he went
back to meet the fox.
"Goodbye," he said.
"Goodbye," said the fox.
"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the
heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the
eye."
"What is essential is invisible to
the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to
remember.
"It is the time you have wasted
for your rose that makes your rose so important."
"It is the time I have wasted for
my rose--" said the little prince, so that he would be sure to remember.
"Men have forgotten this
truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become
responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your
rose..."
"I am responsible for my
rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.
I think this story is so cute, and I can't wait to read the whole thing. The English translation isn't as good, but it's not bad. Referring to sacrifice, Mlle Hendry mentioned the second section I attached here: if we take the time to care for the things that are important to us, to really sacrifice our time, skills and resources to building it and making it grow, just like le petit prince did for his rose, that one thing we sacrificed for will become so precious to us it will not be anything ordinary to us. It will be unique in all the world. And it's the same with Jesus Christ. He sacrificed everything for us; He suffered for each one of us individually and personally, because we are His brothers and sisters. Because He loves us.
I also like the secret the fox tell to le petit prince: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye. I think that is so true. The mysteries of God are not made manifest to the world, but we must seek them out within our hearts, personally with Him. And, I believe, it is only with our hearts that we are able to make those decisions that are best for us, that we are able to see what we can do for others, that we can really come to be in tune with the Holy Spirit and what God has in store for us. Those things that are essential are invisible to the eye. What things do you consider essential in life? For me, these are a few things I find essential: love at home, faith in Jesus Christ, a broken heart and contrite spirit, service (which if done with the right intention will not be visible to the eye of those you serve), love for your fellow man, happiness, knowledge and understanding, and so much more! Take a moment today to reflect on what you find essential in this life, and see if you are doing what you need to to make have those actually be a part of your life. Take a moment to see if there is anything you can do in your day to day life that might be a sacrifice to you, but one that would help to show that you love God, or even that you're grateful to be here on Earth, to experience mortal life, and to have received the blessings we've all been given.
Okay, I don't want to make this post any longer because it's already pretty ridiculous. Enjoy your Sabbath, everyone. And to those other students out there- good luck with finals when they come your way, and may the odds be ever in your favor. I'm sorry I just couldn't resist, I set myself up for that one! =)
